a while ago, kuji wanted me to go to the mall.
we were still thinking whether i should go.
there was an inevitable heavy traffic outside--
it'll take a long time before i get there.
and then add it to the time to get back.
just then, rot & japhet decided to go home.
as they bid their farewell,
my brain just went loading faster.
"if i were to go to the mall--
i'd have to walk.
and if i'd walk,
i'd rather have someone with me.
and if i had the chance,
i'd love to walk with them"
so i just blurted it all out
and found myself going down the stairs with them.
(stupid brain. stupid brain. what was i thinking?? )
we decided to walk to the mall.
as we were walking, i decided to be at the back.
the two were talking while i kept my mouth shut--
i didn't want to try to connect.
(the mere thought of walking with them was overwhelming enough)
*grins*
then, they started talking to me.
yes~ they started by stating my ym name, fs name.
then, they were thinking of what my real name was.
japhet got it wrong. i ain't sarah. (that's my sister)
rotsen was closer: jamila (yet, still wrong)
then rot mentioned about my initials: AJAA
*blushed*
then, i told them to stop thinking.
my name was quite complicated--so i just said it.
while walking, we came across jecko's band.
seph stayed right beside me.
rot and japhet looked back at me.
i told seph i was with the two.
then, he asked who my boyfriend was--
(how i wish there was one.)
*whoa* scratch that thought.
while we were nearing the mall,
fireworks started to light up the sky.
my brain just ran wild
and i walked faster to the backs of the two.
the excuse: i was with them, originally.
and they promised to accompany me to the mall.
*heck*
and then, i was captivated by how beautiful it was.
the momentum of such luck--
i was unable to keep up with it.
yet, i walked with them, talked with them.
it was irresistable.
