as of today, i am caught up in all these things.
i would want to believe that i am a full-time artist.
i try to squeeze in as much painting as i could
whenever i am not caught up in the office.
i guess. i could say i am a part time museum arts designer
in my office--although they insist to call me a museum-creative artist.
(which sucks, btw. boo, you guys.)
and because of this.
i have found no time for myself.
which is really bad.
i haven't written any decent entry in my deary
(yes, i still do dear diary, so what?)
it even took me 6 months or so
to come back here and write an entry.
to be honest,
i have had several moments during
the first half of this year when i reaaally, badly wanted to run here.
but i was so caught up in everything i couldn't just take a break.
and when i did have time to breath.
i just slept.
so i guess that's why m'here.
to return into my writing.
hopefully spark up the sleeping writer in me
and come up with some new stuff for myself.
anyway. that's that.
tomorrow is still a work day so i gotta run.
