r e b u i l d

i know now..
and though it took me a long time to digest it,
i know now.

you were right.
we can never go back to who we were before;
to the us that we were before.

took me a whole lot time,
and a whole lot more of tears.
but i know now.

it's sad we didn't make the 2190 days.
but m'glad i still have you.
and i hope you feel the same way too.

at times, i wish things were different.
at times, i wish we were still the same.
but i know now.

but m'hopeful.
you said to be hopeful.
and that's the only thing that keeps me going..

hope.

i hope.

that even after this great fall that we both took.
that even after all the tears we both shed,
and all the pains we both endured.

i hope.
that we can still rebuild.

i don't want a love like theirs (or whoever's)

i just want our love. you and i. us.

for always and forever.