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i was  planning to write about my  graduation  which happened last  monday.

but i guess this has to go first~

 i  decided to read about "women" in elitedaily.com this morning.

opening topics i was curious of or interested in

mostly, about improvement, or realizing beauty and self worth. 

(yes. i know. m'still suffering from low self esteem)

it's a slow difficult therapy. baby steps guys!!

 anyway.

i just thought this  quotation will help me.

(yes. i made it up myself)

especially during dark days~

"people come in different shapes, sizes, color and design.

but in the end, it's just packaging"

:3

to my love, who never left my side.

who always saw me and remind me that m'perfect just the way i am..

thank you love.

never get tired of reminding me that. because it really helps a lot.

the world says no.

a year ago.. (or so)
when i started to think and plan and daydream of my graduation.
i just want to be pretty. even just for one day. just once.

i did everything i can this past school year.
pushing myself to my limits.
to succeed in my studies. and hopefully, mom would allow me to spend a little more for me.
so i can be pretty. just once.

i know m'not pretty. i am weird. m'happy with that.
m'the ugly duckling with a weird quack.
m'okay with that.
but is it that bad to want to pretty for a day?
just one day?

so i asked, can i be pretty on that day?
and the world says "no."

dearest jerome,

2190 days.

'cause all of me loves all you~ ♥

yours until forever,
aya