hey,

FOCUS.

BURGER BAR

i asked a friend, to eat in burger bar so i can take pictures of it.
(and no, i will not post the pictures of the food here;
i need it for a menu i will be designing)

anyway, he still treated us
(yes, i brought along my sister, even if it'll be awkward,

sooorry..)
and so we ate.
took pictures after.
the solo shot above, it doesnt look like me, eh?

but it's "saktong cute".

an open letter to myself

dear aya,

stop wishing. start moving.

DO SOMETHING.

yours til the m&m's melt in yer hand,
aya

in RED for so long..i need to go GREEN.

i was reading stuff the other night,

     my stuff.
and then it hit me~

how come i've stopped myself?

he would ask me every now and then.
i never absorbed the question..

until now.

why did i stop?

from writing, from drawing, from painting, from learning, from pushing myself.

i would always tell myself,

"studies first. i need to focus and graduate, and then i'll do it again"

why haven't i found time to do it?

how come other people can juggle everything?

oh, right.
[ i am too afraid of failing, of failure, of disappointment. ]

i envy people who have guts.

who have courage to risk it.

who have the strength to push themselves.

what is wrong with me?

i have been in under the red light for so long.

i have to change it to green, and start moving.

red nyan

" |3 "

i stopped attempting to doing the fire.
(mom got i bad since it requires me to color it every now & then)

anyway,
so i colored my hair red.
waiting for it to pink.

" :3 "

happy other father's day

as usual, i made this card for my super bestfriend, doodle.

to greet him.
to congratulate him.
and to express my support and joy

that finally, now, he is happy.

my doodle is happy.

he hasn't seen this yet.
a week later after the father's day when he'll receive this.
i hope he'll like it.

PS:

i was to write to my beloved too.

it'll be my first hand written letter to him,but i wasn't quite sure what to say.

and so i haven't made it yet.

i want it to be special.something i've never done for anyone else before.

i want it to be memorable.

so m'sorry love,
if i haven't given you a letter yet.
you just wait~

i am a snail.

yes, they are indeed cute.
and lately, since it's the rainy season,

i have been encountering several snails.

and they're not just any snail.
some, are really BIG.


like this guy from our frontyard.

and this other guy in ortigas

i hope they survive long and live happy.