UPDATED blog!

this is something NEW.

i just updated my blog.

the header, the banner.

my profile & pictures.

i just realized how productive i was before.

with drawing. with photoshop. with writing.

not just in blog but even back in our forums.

probably because i was a lot more confident

with my skills and all compared to NOW.

i'll try to move more.

i'll try to do more.

INSHALLAH.

i'll be more.

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it's been a while since i played with PS and made gifs

i remember back in 2007 or 2008,

when i would just make one for my blog header and whatnot.

so i made this little one here.
like a branding thing.

that century gothic a started way baaack.

(because i am a fan of that font for like forever)

and then when i made my creative cv,

i embraced myself being cat lady

so i added the whiskers.

haha

anyway. that's that.

the w a i t i n g is k i l l i n g me

*chants in my head "patience is a virtue..patience is a virtue.."*

job hunting is hard.
for the past year, i have received several job offers that i didn't like

or just won't work for me.

finding a job suitable for me.

and tolerable for me..is difficult.

the waiting game..too.

HOLD ON. SIT TIGHT.

the time has come..

it breaks my heart, (to be honest)
but i must accept the fact that the time has come
for me to apply for a job.

it has been a year (and 3 months or so)
since i graduated from college and i decided to "laze around"
which actually meant soul search.

i did receive tons of job offers here and there.
but i didn't pursue them. i needed the time to think things through.
i need not rush.
and thankfully, my parents didn't rush me either.
nor did my love. they all supported me.


but now i know what i want to support that lifelong goal: to be happy.
i want to paint. i want to be a full-pledged artist.

but to support this goal, i need the means.
i can't just rely on my mini jobs i receive on the side

(or ask my parents for that matter)

i need to be able to support myself.

so last mornight i decided to finalize my jobstreet resume,
also created a linkedIn account.
and sent my resume to a couple of job listings online.

honestly, i have regret of doing so because i know, in the coming days or so,

i will be receiving calls and emails (which i just received one, for an initial interview),

and there might be no turning back.

but i need to hold tighter to my dream.
and not let the fast paced work life get caught

so i could fulfill what i really want.

so yea~

i guess that's the update about me.

also, i missed blogging.