keeping up with the momentum--

a while ago, kuji wanted me to go to the mall.

we were still thinking whether i should go.

there was an inevitable heavy traffic outside--

it'll take a long time before i get there.

and then add it to the time to get back.

just then, rot & japhet decided to go home.

as they bid their farewell,

my brain just went loading faster.

"if i were to go to the mall--

i'd have to walk.

and if i'd walk,

i'd rather have someone with me.

and if i had the chance,

i'd love to walk with them"

so i just blurted it all out

and found myself going down the stairs with them.

(stupid brain. stupid brain. what was i thinking?? )

we decided to walk to the mall.

as we were walking, i decided to be at the back.

the two were talking while i kept my mouth shut--

i didn't want to try to connect.

(the mere thought of walking with them was overwhelming enough)

*grins*

then, they started talking to me.

yes~ they started by stating my ym name, fs name.

then, they were thinking of what my real name was.

japhet got it wrong. i ain't sarah. (that's my sister)

rotsen was closer: jamila (yet, still wrong)

then rot mentioned about my initials: AJAA

*blushed*

then, i told them to stop thinking.

my name was quite complicated--so i just said it.

while walking, we came across jecko's band.

seph stayed right beside me.

rot and japhet looked back at me.

i told seph i was with the two.

then, he asked who my boyfriend was--

(how i wish there was one.)

*whoa* scratch that thought.

while we were nearing the mall,

fireworks started to light up the sky.

my brain just ran wild

and i walked faster to the backs of the two.

the excuse: i was with them, originally.

and they promised to accompany me to the mall.

*heck*

and then, i was captivated by how beautiful it was.

the momentum of such luck--

i was unable to keep up with it.

yet, i walked with them, talked with them.

it was irresistable.