i don't understand myself

i've already mentioned about the history of shroom, right?

but up until now, i don't know why it even started.
*laughs* ^^' *sigh*

if you are to ask me, what's with him~
i don't really know what to say.

it's just that, i think about him, most of the time without knowing it.
i miss him at times, especially when he doesn't text me~

but i don't like LIKE him..
*maybe not just yet?* but i don't--right now, i don't.
m'just happy when he's there. haha~

plus, it's funny how m'being really open about what m'feeling towards him.
not just to you, or myself, but even to him.
whenever he asks me, i tell him.
how embarassing, right?
*ugh~ furstrated again, eh?