i say "whatever"

it's been a while since i last wrote here.
i have experienced several urges to write the past days,
but m'too busy.

 but today is just..UGH.
so here it goes~

m'on my last semester. 3-4 months and i am graduating.
OYES. finally.

and there are these hassles:
 requirements, graduation application, payments to be made.
 and there's that GRADUATION PICTURE weighing heavy on my shoulder.

you should know how i've always hated having my photo taken.
it never comes out okay. (that's why i opt to make face in my photos)
so anyway, i really hate them. ever since.

i have thrown several loads of tantrums to my parents, my relatives and siblings
 whenever they ask me to smile for a photo. UGH~ and my tantrums, are really bad.


and so, today..is our scheduled graduation picture taking.
and i am in no mood to have it taken.
not when m'stressed out, busy, frantic even~
not when m'bound by grave requirements.


why does people care so much about it?
it's not like you cannot finish college without yer graduation picture.

let me just put it this way,

PLATES before PICTURE.

see, i can graduate without that photo.
what i cannot graduate from is lacking plates, my requirements.
especially when m'aiming for an award.

so there goes my priority.
so m'sorry if i don't give a *insert bad word here* for that graduation picture.

if only i would go up the stage without an unwanted photo of a forced smile,
i would really be having the time of my life.

so spare me all those rants you guys all have.
call it my pride, my ego, whatever~
but i say,

"WHATEVER."