the time has come..

it breaks my heart, (to be honest)
but i must accept the fact that the time has come
for me to apply for a job.

it has been a year (and 3 months or so)
since i graduated from college and i decided to "laze around"
which actually meant soul search.

i did receive tons of job offers here and there.
but i didn't pursue them. i needed the time to think things through.
i need not rush.
and thankfully, my parents didn't rush me either.
nor did my love. they all supported me.


but now i know what i want to support that lifelong goal: to be happy.
i want to paint. i want to be a full-pledged artist.

but to support this goal, i need the means.
i can't just rely on my mini jobs i receive on the side

(or ask my parents for that matter)

i need to be able to support myself.

so last mornight i decided to finalize my jobstreet resume,
also created a linkedIn account.
and sent my resume to a couple of job listings online.

honestly, i have regret of doing so because i know, in the coming days or so,

i will be receiving calls and emails (which i just received one, for an initial interview),

and there might be no turning back.

but i need to hold tighter to my dream.
and not let the fast paced work life get caught

so i could fulfill what i really want.

so yea~

i guess that's the update about me.

also, i missed blogging.