h o w a m i ?

so in 2 days, it'd be 2weeks since i went through that mannequin exam.
and.. i still haven't gotten any call for a final interview or job offer.

if it would have been just as 5 up for that position,
i am about 70-80% sure they would have called me days ago.
bu t i guess there are other out there who had more credentials in "fashion" or "styling"..

it's too bad though.
i was really interested in the position.
i am 101% sure i would've done if not better, but just as good as others
who have more fashion background.

anyway~ it sucks.. big time (m'not gonna lie)
but just like what jerome just told me, "it's part of life"

so i guess, to answer that question (in the title),
i am not okay. but i'll be okay.

i have no choice but to bounce back
and send out my cv to my saved applications..

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and with that, i also want to state that..

i have been thinking of having another blog solely for my artworks.

i have been meaning to for the past years..

but at that time.. i didn't know completely who i am.

 what i really love. what i want to do

and now.. well, i guess..i can say that..

i know who i am.

so yea.. i'll be creating a new blog. linked to this.

i just am thinking of a title and well, a good url for it.

so that's it.

l a t e r s ~