2 0 1 7 wasn't ours

i wish it has gone differently,
i wish for so many things to have gone differently.
but i know i can never change what has already happened.

sometimes, i regret it so bad.
the things that i could have done differently.
and maybe i'd still be sleeping in yer embrace.

sometimes, i can't help but blame myself..
if i did things differently, maybe i wouldn't be suffering
from the what if's that flood when m'being quiet in my head.






we didn't make it to our 2190 days.