1st day of year 2oo9

the year 2oo9 has finally started,

but--why do i feel like my life is about to end?

*groans*

i can't breathe.

like my heart is being crushed inside my chest.

that any moment,

with a sudden shock*

it'll burst out and kill me~

maybe it's because lately,

i always have 2cups of coffee a day.

or, maybe it's because

i eat too much.

i'm not really sure.

all i know is that i can't breathe.

and i feel like dying.

so,

if i die tonight.

please tell prinxipe that i'll always love him.

he'll always be the one.

and, i'm grateful to have met him--my prince.♥

if this'll be my last entry,

then i might as well end it with:

"goodbye~i'll visit you all soon!"

*evil laughter*