*deleted*

okay. so i got deleted by 'prinxipe' again at FS
for like what, the n^th time?
[pssh* how come this letter still strikes me at some point?]
*sigh*

the 1^st time i was deleted.
i honestly got furious. then realized i had

no reason to be mad at him.
i was no one. so i ended up confused.
why should he bother to delete me?
[oh. pure annoyance. right.]

after some time, i added him up.
he accepted. felt good.
but then again,
the 2^nd and 3^rd time
he deleted me came through.

now, he did it.
i don't know. it feels normal. like a routine.
believing that in time, he'll accept me again.
[or is it false hopes?] *pssh~

or maybe,
i've just accepted what i truly am for him.
nothing more than a stranger.
a no one who would comment or message him up
for something nonsense.
*sigh*
oh yes. maybe that is what i really am to him..

am i gonna cry?
hmmmmmm.. i wonder.
not now. no tears.
maybe, i'll save it for a little later~

but i'm sad.
[like sadness isn't a routinary thing, eh?]