"and just when i thought i was high, i fell hard.
drowning in no water. torturing my ever sore body--
nearly dying but never came to death."
how unfortunate.
i didn't even realize, i had moved on from prinxipe.
never in my
but everyone hoped for it, even i.
but honestly, i didn't want to.
because i was afraid.
afraid of things that might happen next.
i didn't want to face the present.
i was contented to what i had-slash-never had in my past.
i was afraid i'd end up broken again.
and, yes. i am very unfortunate.
for when i finally realized i had moved on.
the person who unconciously helped me, had the gravity.
the pull--the power.
and i, the stupid, fell for him.
it could've been fine. we'd be friends.
i'll keep it to me. no one would have to know
until the feeling fades away..
but life isn't fair. death will be.
and before we come to that, we have to suffer.
we all have to feel the pain--and now i am.
he likes someone. he just recently liked someone.
someone i know--know very well. someone, i, too love.
my bestfriend.
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