BAKA=PABO=IDIOT=me T~T

WHY AM I STUPID?

oh wait~ i shouldn’t ask myself.
of course i woudn’t be able to answer coz i am stupid.ö
*pssh*

i shoudn’t have let people get close to me as this.
shouldn’t have let them enter my inner bubble T^T
stupid stupid me. *ugh*

i have become weaker because of this.
and it makes me vulnerable to pain and guilt and jealousy~

why do i always tend to make them important–
when they would always take me for granted?
why do they mean so much to me,
when i’m no one to them?!

it breaks my heart.
but if i want to complete my broken self,
i’ll have to let go of them all.
and, start from none..