goodnight and hugs

september 25th night is their celebration:
hikaru's 18th & coline's 17th.
we had lots of food and drinks,
[which we, by the way, bought from sm hypermarket, pizza hut, etc]
we didn't plan to do anything--we just went with the flow.

it was a blast! ^^
we ate. we danced. we laughed. we talked. we went crazy!
and even if it wasn't my party,
i brought someone else with me: my doodle.Dö

he silently sat on a chair beside the table,
i had to casually go over to his side to ask him.
he'd say he was okay,
although it wasn't the party he expected.

we were only 3boys.
and still, he wouldn't accept the fact that i am, too,
a guy like him..

anyways~ anyways~
we weren't supposed to sleep although it is infact
a sleep over party.

but by 1am, doodle and i we're both sleepy.
we went over to the empty master's bedroom.
i got a thick blanket & a pillow from hikaru
and doodle found a 'banig'.

we set it on the cold floor,
the strong winds shouting from outside,
the aircon whirring on its fullest.

we lay there, our backs facing each other.
he was warm & i was really cold, as we always are.

twinx came inside, went to my side.
i tried to open my eyes when i heard her say:
"answeet niyo matulog~♥"
and i imagined her smiling as she went out
and told the others about it.

i texted doodle.Dö my usual goodnight message
ending with my usual *hugs*
and without him replying or anything,
i fell asleep.......