my new motivation

a conversation from a while ago
through the all-time yahoo messenger.

okay, i admit: i did miss chatting with him,
talking to him and everything else.
i miss my friend.. ~~'

me:
hi rot. patanung....
pde?
him: ?

kun dumating n an arw n mwula n eun feelingx qu, mgging mgkaibigan b ult taio?
cgro

tanung ult: gguxtuhin mu pba aqu mging frnd? ou? o hnd?
ou nman

gnun b. cgecge :] xalamat. dnt wori, nipagbubutihan qu nman kalimutan k ^^ xxhin mu lan c japhet kxe lgi k nia nibabanggit.
ok

and now, despite how much of me doesn't want to remove my feelings for him,
i'll choose to do that. i'll do my best not to love him love him.
and turn that love in to the friendship~ why?
'cause i realize i can't just let a good friend like him go..i can't.
i love him too much.

this'll be my motivation from now on..
*sigh*