an open letter to my lola,

"lola, i'm sorry.
i'm sorry for not being able to make enough time for you.
sorry for not making it on time.

i know i should be happy for you..
for you may now rest withought feeling pain.

i'm sorry cause m'greedy.
because i'm mad at myself.
because i wasn't able to kiss you for the last time.
because you werent able to see me for the last time.

i'm so sorry. i love you.
may you have peace now..
i love you so much. & i miss you already.."