so lately :'> shroom~!!

well, lately.
just before xmas break started, i was sort of getting close to this certain guy.
a new classmate. & then a new friend.
who would always contact me for inquiries regarding our plates.
nothing special. so i would answer back.
at school, he'd usually call me by my first name, rather than aya.
he said he preferred it ^^" okay?

so at the last few days, we'd be texting a lot.
asking about our own progress on every plate left.
& then, he'd call. to update or ask.
and that's that.

last day. wednesday..14th of dec, he was sick.
i sort of felt it was me since we'd talk in class..
*i was sick for a week or so~ ^^
so i sort of helped him. he was absent earlier that day.
& we'd update each other til deadline for layout.

when he came, i was at ease.
he was there. for a while, i sat next to him.
on the top of 2 mounts of monoblock chairs ^^
i was comfortable with him.

after that, when him & his friends (including hyung) left,
i sort of *missed him.
got home, hours passed. still thought of him.
& when he texted me mornight, i smiled as he said sorry for being unable to reply & said his goodnight ^^"
I SMILED?! what the heck is going on with me?

reality check: i don't crush on him or anything.
& he's 2 years younger than i am! xP
but i sort of like his company..ugh~
a day went on & he kept on popping in & out of my head like a mushroom.
until given such time that we keep on texting,
& yes, i told him what's happening. haha ^^
*how emabarassing, right?* xD

anyhow, up until now, we'd talk every now & then. *most of the time*
sometimes, he would even call me :'>
haha~ i like talking to him.
..i wonder if we'll still be this way in person..

*sigh* anyway,
m'happy to make a new friend like him. [s.s]
haha~ but i don't think we'd be as close as i am with doodle, or alipin,
or even hyung.. that's gotta be hard if i do that.
i mean, m'too attached to a lot of people lately.
i can't be with him like that.
not that i don't like him or anything. ^^"
it's just going to be too risky on my part.


i'll end it right here.
haha~ SHROOM~!

still owe you that time pent shortly with doodle ^^'