mushrooms

to you who grows in my head whenever it's empty,

i still don't know how you do that.
how you easily grow in number and eat up all my neurons~

i wondered, and decided to make friends with you
& see what is there to learn when m'with you.
why am i being honest to you?
why am i getting jealous when you hang out with them chicks?
why is it that i think of you even if i don't want to? 

seriously,
did you drug me?

i like you--not like like, but i do.
and you know that.

i just don't know if you like me too.
& i don't know if i do want to ask you--
am i afraid of being rejected?
but if i do get rejected, then this will end, right?
then i will be left at peace, right?

but, will it be right?
and there is this 0.1% that maybe, you like me too.
& if you do, what am i supposed to do, eh?

why are mushrooms like that?
why do they just grow wherever they want to?