tom cat's curiosity

i should have not read your past—it is wrong, or is it not?

i did not want to know more yet; or did i really not want?

i doubt myself now, am i really for sure?

i'm confused. i'm confused? i'm confused?

no, not about my feelings; that i hold true.

but why did i continue reading, i have not a clue.

and now i know of your past; or maybe i know not still.

i am not confused; am i not? am i not?