Lesson No. 1: Acceptance

this is probably, one of those things that i need to learn.
although, i do know that i am very much like a SPONGE.
 i suck in everything.
our only difference is—that i can't filter.
 i take in everything.

and yes, m'bad with compliments or affirmations.
 WHAT? all my life i don't know how to accept or even react "normal" when given a compliment..
i always think that people are making fun of me when they do~
and i feel embarrassed when people do.
 no pun intended. it's just me.