(you're) neverwhere.

"neverwhere."

as per spellcheck, there's no such word.

but whenever i read it, i feel like it somehow, means,

"nowhere to be found"

(or so my brain tells me)

and this is the part when anaesthesia was lost.

i wonder,

if the anaesthesia in my life is completely gone as well..

( i sure hope not )

disclaimer: still haven't finished reading this book, and isn't mine.

or is it mine now? :'<