consistent being a failure

have you ever felt that

you are consistently failing..

at almost everything?

that's what it's like for me.

i try so hard to do good..

and then all the rest falls apart.

i feel like m'always a failure.

in almost everything.

i fail myself.

m'a failure as a catmother.

m'a big failure.

that.. sometimes..

 i wonder..

why do i still even try~