two weeks.. too weak.

day 14:

it's been two weeks.

and i just miss you even more.

bleeding. literally. figuratively.

maybe people are right.

m'too emotional. too melancholic.

exhausting to be around.

but it hurts when people

make me feel that my feelings are invalid.

that m'not supposed to hurt.

m'not supposed to be feeling this and that.

i miss having to be able to pour on you.

amd then you'd explain and make me understand.

and reassure me that it's ocake to be unocake.

m'too weak.

and it feels like no matter how hard i try.

m'not going anywhere.

that m'not getting any better.

and i miss when i tell you my pains.

and you remind me to take it slow.

to do things at my own pace and that it'll be okay.

i miss you j.

i miss my best friend.